Saved my last truly gross comment post for 10/16, its anniversary. 10/14 is the the anniversary of my Mom’s death. I was still in massive grief then, and thank every blogger who helped me get through it.
Next week the Wombat is going to dissect Boston Legal on Wednesday. I’m going to add a quote Alan Shore (James Spader) said to Shirley Shmitt (Candice Bergen). Made me cheer. The Dawg has a not-benevolent to me surprise on Friday
. I believe that I will save the infamous, in my own mind, Cooper/Wombat mastication IM for the following week.
It’s sophisticated humor at its best. Sophisticated about mastication? If you love certain 30′s and 40′s movie, you’ll love the IM. If you just like jokes about mastication, you will love it.
Oh, you never heard any mastication jokes? That’s strange..
On a much more serious note, I have become involved with a group on Darfur because of Cooper. I thank her for keeping it front and center in my head, and the I met some people and the group’s only two block from my home, so I have no excuse.
The things Cooper talks about happened yesterday, but you can do most things any day. I used to ask my father why he didn’t do anything about the Holocaust:
“We didn’t know.”
We know about Darfur. It’s every person Liberal or Conservative responsibility to act. Knowledge equals power and with power comes responsibility. It’s that simple.
I’m not going to be coy. I do Google Courting and Pia Savage–a lot more than I look at my sitemeter. Don’t do that one often, but Googling yes, because many times it’s the only way I know who is saying what about me.
When I did political blogging, this was a necessity. Sometimes I still find myself quoted out of context or out of context of the blog as a whole.
According to a quiz I took at Shayna‘s blog, I’m a blog pundit. Answered it twice honestly with different answers because many times two answers would fit. Both said “blog pundit.” Can’t find the post now.
Apparently being a blog pundit means that I think out loud on my blog, and I do. Was exhausted this summer because I had blogged for Courting and sometimes other blogs for two straight years.
If I mention a blog in a post, I always link to the blog. Believe that’s common courtesy. This particular blog, and I don’t remember its name, quoted a post that I wrote about endless emails and the whole blogging thing.
Yes I said that. I was emotionally fatigued, and just beginning to realize that being blog obsessed had hurt my life in some ways.
But the quote made it seem as if I don’t like bloggers or interacting with them. Some of the people I consider to be my closest friends, I have never physically met.
I don’t believe that there is false intimacy between people who have been corresponding regularly for months or years, now. Quite the opposite.
But when a person takes no days off from anything, it’s draining, and I found the whole process to be too much–which is one of the reasons that I have been using guest bloggers.
I also began to realize that spyware and spam had outwitted all the programs I have. My desktop is on life support. It’s hard to live with a computer that has so many problems, nobody can figure them all out. Yes, I know I talk about my ineptness. I’m much less inept than I think that I am.
I’m trying to find all my pictures and save them to disc. Installed Picassa, and it found less pictures than I have in my picture file.
Can’t download music. The speakers no longer work and music comes out of the Pentium. Any music sounds horrible that way. New Age music, the only genre I usually don’t like in total sounds especially bad.
It sounds even worse when it comes along with a tarot card or astrology reading people in my real life send me to interpret.
But I can’t stand not being able to put my CD’s into my computer and hence my Ipod. One of the programs I need to do it won’t work. This was a very cheap computer, and cheap and I don’t mesh.
Lucia says to think of it as the ladder to my business. She was a girl contractor so she thinks in terms of construction materials which always are metaphors for life anyway. Oh she was damn good, and did it at a time when there were few women in the business. Her decorative plaster work is sublime.
Have been getting many pop-ups, then messages saying that my adult site viewing is being monitored. For the record, I’m not into that kind of adult site viewing. Then I get pop-ups saying that for $39.95 all my pop-up problems can be solved. I think people who insert spyware for the sole reason of selling a product to solve it are criminals.
I dreamed of Macs but used to be too dependent on programs to get one. I use the Internet for everything which I realize is a cause of the problem, but Mac’s are safer, and have great music and photo programs. I might even attempt a video for Courting.
But I need a functioning computer. I hope that it arrives tomorrow. Apparently haven’t been getting all my emails. Sure that’s a separate problem.
It’s horrible to not be able to use a keyboard properly. Feel like it’s a hundred years old, and not even trying.
Strangely, though I’m not obsesing. Just pissed.
If you haven’t read The Devil and the anti-Beatle, I’m copying it, and putting it here. It’s good. I like it.
I began a new fiction page.
I can’t thank people enough for filling in for me.
Sar will be on tomorrow.
I will have another fiction post on Friday. Took out the 9/11 stuff. This is a literary blog, I think, and a damn good one. I will decide after next week whether or not to keep Courting running
This is a fiction/photo exercise that I wrote the day after coming back from Montauk
They say that a girl in a red dress made a pact here, long ago. They say that she asked for nothing more and nothing less than 36 hours with the anti-Beatle.
“Just 36 hours, that’s all I ask. I can make him mine if I have 36 hours with him in The Memory Motel.”
The Devil smiled as he granted her wish
“You are a fool, girl, but have your 36 hours, and then you will be mine for eternity.”
She shook her head:
“36 hours with him, and an eternity with you. No contest. I will be delighted to do your work as long as I can remember my 36 hours with him.”
When her 36 hours were over, it was as if time had stood still. Nobody, including the devil in the red dress, and the anti-Beatle remembered a second of it.
She had sold her soul though she never understood why she would wear her red dress, entice men to their death, and never worry about being caught.
People confused her with an angel. 50 plus years later, she looked exactly as she had that night. Long straight blonde hair so similiar to what Marianne Faithfull’s hair looked back then, large turquoise eyes, a red lipsticked mouth caught in an almost permanent pout, only smiling when she caught her prey’s eyes.
Nobody ever thought to match her with so much destruction. Nobody questioned why she didn’t age, and only came out at night four times a year, from somewhere, when she would pick up some man at whatever club was popular that year, and lure him to The Memory Motel.
Her employer, disguised as captain of a charter bluefishing boat, would smile as he remembered every detail of her 36 hours with the anti-Beatle. Oh how he loved those four nights a year guaranteed for eternity, and how only he remembered her memory of love.
Hannah honey was a peachy kind of girl
Her eyes were hazel and her nose was slightly curved
We spent a lonely night at the Memory Motel
It’s on the ocean I guess you know it well
It took a starry night to steal my breath away
Down on the waterfront her hair all drenched
in spray
Hannah baby was a honey of a girl
Her eyes were hazel her teeth were slightly curved
She took my guitar and she began to play
She sang a song to me, stuck right in my brain
You’re just a memory of a love that used to be
You’re just a memory of a love that used to mean so
much to me
She got a mind of her own and she use it well, yeah
Well she’s one of a kind
got a mind
She got a mind of her own, yeah, and she use it mighty fine
She drove a pick-up truck painted green and blue
The tires were wearing thin she done a mile or two
And when I asked her where she headed for
(Back up to Boston I’m singing in a bar)
I got to fly today on down to Baton Rouge
My nerves are shot already the road ain’t all that smooth
Across in Texas is the rose of San Antone
I keep on a feeling that gnawing in my bones
You’re just a memory (just a memory) of a love that used to mean so
much to me
(just a memory)
You’re just a memory of a love that used to mean so
much to me
You’re just a memory girl, you’re just a sweet
old memory
And it used to mean so much to me
Sha la laa la
Sha la laa la
Sha la laa la
Sha la laa la
You’re just a memory of a love that used to mean so much to me
She got a mind of her own and she use it well
I probably should have introduced me. I’m Pia, and this is Courting Destiny which does very well without me. However after two days but three nights in Montauk I’m so calm, very relaxed and back.
Wrote that four days ago.
I have been reading blogs that I’m not very familiar with, and don’t feel very original anymore. But I think that’s a fallacy and fear in my thinking.
When I came back from California, Lucia made fun of me because I kept on smiling at people, and saying “hello.” It doesn’t play well in Manhattan, but it does out of season in the Hamptons and Montauk. Montauk is in the town of East Hampton but not of the Hamptons. Though in recent years….
In the 70′s and 80′s I spent much time in the Hamptons. One of my best friends owned a house in Sag Harbor
It became too pricey in the 90′s, and everybody I know would rent out their houses or sell them. I learned about the Jersey shore. But I’m an Island girl, and my heart belongs to the Hamptons. All of them but South Hampton.
Montauk is in the town of East Hampton, but it’s not of the Hamptons. It’s a wonderful place that in fall is manageable.
Going to look for my devil. For the record, there was one anti-Beatle, Beatle, George, of course.




Can’t wait for the not so benevolent post….and the rehash on the mastication, something I am good at…
God damn it on your computer mess.
Happy the break is helping but can’t wait for you to get a new computer and have the ability to listen to music.
I’m glad you’re working for Darfur, of course I’m selfish that way. I have a funny story about a women who volunteered where i am interning …I may tell it sometime..it may relate somewhat.
Computers can be pains… I work with them every day!!! A hammer helps sometimes…
Here’s the quiz post from my place http://mymusichighway.com/2006/09/23/oh-me-what-a-ramble/ … I too am a pundit blogger… wonder if that is the only answer one is given???
Bless you for your concern for Darfur.
Several of us have decided to begin a RESCUE DARFUR FAST. One of us began 5 days ago, and several others today. Links below for the details.
Nothing less than a worldwide fast-until-the-genocide-stops will be enough to stop it.
Nothing less will be a sufficient moral response.
Nothing less will preserve our humanity, yours and mine.
Please consider linking (below) to increase the visibility of this effort.
Jay McGinley jymcginley@cs.com
Day 134 Darfur Vigil at White House; Day 68 Rescue Darfur Fast (since July 4, 2006)
DARFUR Dying for Heroes (you would find this a helpful resource)
Stand With Darfur-White House II
Please consider linking here to increase the visibility of this effort.
http://darfurdyingforheroes.blogspot.com
http://darfurdyingforheroes.blogspot.com/2007/09/join-rescue-darfur-fast-till-it-stops.html
Love the fiction and the reality.
Rested it good because it’s productive and good for the brain.
cooper has stimulated a few volunteers.
Stimulated may not be the right word………….
I read all.
The fiction is very southern and the lyrics too.
Of course I blog on Darfur from eye-witness accounts e-mailed to me by an officer with the AU Peace Keeping Force in Darfur.
You should publish your fiction on Amazon Shorts.
Have a wonderful Saturday and God bless.
I’m sorry for the loss of your mom. My mom died on 10/6 so this is a rough time for me each year.
Take care and keep posting interesting posts as you do.
Great to have you back Pia. It was fun to be post here! I’ll have to get over and read your fiction, I’ve been so busy I haven’t been reading many blogs lately.