Thanks Thom for the words. Difficult as they are!
The tremor in my voice is palpable as I try explaining how fearful I am. My fear isn’t minute but rampant, stretching across my world like a Christo presentation.
Oh you believe in the law of attraction, thinking positive thoughts, banishing negativity and everything toxic? So did I my friend, so did I.
But I’m no longer 40 and not even Wal Mart would hire me. Well maybe they would but as soon as they see how horribly I scan they will fire me.
I’m not fragile. Unlike fine crystal I don’t shatter easily. Oh that’s a contradiction? NO. It’s. NOT.
Welcome to my world of fun house mirrors, and rampant intelligence mixed with almost rampant stupidity. Can’t be? You think. Just TRY HARDER!!!!!!!!!!! So you say but the more I try the more fragile I become. It’s no wonder that I have an almost permanent tremor when I move my hands.
Happy Halloween!!!!!!! I will be in DC. Yes I will be. I asked my friend to get Sarah Palin, Bristol and Christine O’Donnell masks if she can find them. She wants to bring something much sicker. I’ll take pictures if we get them!!!!!!
No I won’t take pictures as I managed to break the camera Cannon sent to me to replace the one I broke, and I broke the spare camera. But hey NLD’s nothing serious. Just can’t do things most people take for granted. And have to constantly explain myself to new people I meet and people who have forgotten. Yes I will be taking pictures as a man in Wal Mart fixed it. I use Wal Mart as my local repair shop when Eldon isn’t around. Fortunately Eldon considers me to be amazing–aside from my politics–and therefore will basically do anything for me. But when you’re as independent as I like to think I am it’s difficult relying on the kindness of strangers and friends.