Read the 3WW below this.
I’m in one of the worst moods I remember being in, in many a year. Instead of moving forward I’m moving backward. It’s explained in the blog I asked you to read.
Will I put my apartment on the market?
Will I make it out of here?
Even I’m beginning to have my doubts
I wish I weren’t “nice.” It might get me to heaven but as i don’t believe….I’m blaming myself for everything that’s gone wrong. I thought I had moved beyond that. I’m out of most foods etc. Going shopping at a store that’s an exercise in spatial judgment is my idea of torture right now.
I’m trying to simplify my life and it has never been so chaotic.
For the betterment of humanity as in not killing anybody or myself, I need to get this together. I’m a cautionary tale in what not to do.