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Wonderful Weekend For a Moondance

July 14, 2015 By pia

July, 1969

My father’s downstairs in his red burlap wall papered study watching Walter Cronkite talk about the astronauts descent onto the moon.

Their radar isn’t good; their radar is good. My father’s watching as if it’s the holy grail.

I’m supposed to be excited about this? Really?

I have known that we were going to land on the moon since I was in second grade, and Sputnik went into space. It’s totally boring. We could use the money to somehow get out of Viet Nam, and for the new social welfare programs. But today I couldn’t care about any of that.

Yesterday was my 19th birthday. My mother considers her daughters’ birthdays to be more important than any national holiday but Thanksgiving.

Though I’m living in the dorms this summer, my mother insisted that I come home this weekend.

Last night we went to La Fonda Del Sol, in The Time Life Building in the city, for my birthday dinner.  We ordered  seafood paella from the pre-theater menu, otherwise known as the only menu our family gets to see. It’s a prix fixe (fixed price) meal with three limited selection courses.

.My parents haven’t met my on and off boyfriend Noah, yet, and, told me to invite him. I knew he would make up some truly lame excuse so I never invited him. We’re going out for Chinese and to see Zeffirelli’s Romeo and Juliette. That will be my true birthday celebration.

We’ve been seeing each other, three weeks on and three weeks off (I’ve worked it out) since the beginning of my freshman year last September.

Only where is he? He’s already hours late. I don’t want to call his house again to hear the pained sound in his mother’s voice as she thinks I’m the best thing to happen to her son since he skipped third grade.

I could call his best friends but don’t want him to think I’m desperate. Though we all know I am.

I’m wearing a vintage deep blue rayon dress with small flowers and shoulder pads that I got at Bogie’s in The East Village for half price—$5.00 because I let Bogie tongue kiss me. My mother hates my wardrobe, and she doesn’t even know all the dresses have been sealed with a kiss.

My mother doesn’t know what to make for dinner as she and my father were going to have a cold dinner of shav (sorrel soup) and tuna fish after I left. She wants what she calls a festive dinner. Like everyone in the free world, except for me, my parents were planning on being home tonight.

Fortunately the freezer burn queen of Long Island can open the freezer, and find enough food for ten blizzards and twelve monsoons, all carefully marked with the name of the dish, and the date it was put in the freezer.

It doesn’t matter if she put in bagels that morning; it will have freezer burn. It’s an incredible skill.

She takes out left over homemade chicken marsala and vegetarian chili for my father. He’s not a vegetarian though he aspires to be one in his next life. I was a vegetarian in high school, and he happily took me to the one health food store in Nassau County.  Life, college, and severe anemia got in the way.

He sneaks out to Carvel for an ice cream birthday cake.

My father, who claims to hate TV except for Johnny Carson, can’t be pulled away from the TV. Historic events are the only reason TV is allowed during the day.

Every. Damn. Moment. is exciting to him. The way he’s going I figure he will have a stroke by the time they actually walk on the moon.

“Don’t you know?” I want to scream, “I finally have a date for my birthday and he’s standing me up.” But of course I don’t.

My father wasn’t excited that I was going out. Unlike last year when they almost physically forced me not to go to the Chicago Convention, he can’t tell me not to go out. Though they can tell me when to come home. They don’t abuse that privilege so I don’t drag and scream when they ask me to. Well, some of the time.

Noah has two things going for him. He’s Jewish, and he’s going to school a couple hundred miles away in the fall.

By 10:30 PM the astronauts begin to prepare for the moonwalk and I realize that I have been stood up.

I don’t want to watch the moonwalk with my father. I want to be back in school.

I tell my parents that Noah has been unavoidably detained. It sounds stupid even to me. To make this sound more plausible I have a friend call me on  my phone line.

Sometimes I wish that my parents were a bit less intelligent, and, would buy stories even I have a hard time telling. Because it is my birthday weekend, they pretend to believe me. My mother goes to their bedroom.

I want to go to bed but my father begins screaming. Sometimes I think screaming at me is my father’s favorite activity.

“What’s the matter with you, Pia? You used to care so much about the world. I could talk to you about anything. You were fascinating.

I don’t care what your interests are. Join the SDS, hell, The Black Panthers. Do anything that involves the world around you. Care. When did you stop caring? I never knew anybody who could make the history of Indians in Mexico interesting before you.

You were the most compassionate, caring, involved person I knew. I was so proud to be your father. You knew more than people three times your age. I could take you anywhere, and people would find you amazing.

Now you spend your time with all those freaks. Now you’re boy crazy. What happened?”

He’s talking so fast and screaming so loud I’m scared he’s going to have a stroke.

Too much of my life is spent scared my father’s going to have a stroke. I would never say that.

I’m angry. But I can’t answer him. A little little part of me knows that he’s right.

I won’t let him know that. I’m right also. I just turned 19.  Life is better than I could have imagined. I hate Noah. If he asks me to go anywhere I will say no.

There’s going to be a music festival in a month. At least five people (OK, boys) have asked me to go. Maybe I will.

My father and l sit in that damn red burlap wallpapered study, and watch until Buzz Aldrin and Neil Armstrong respond to President Nixon’s phone call slightly before 3 AM.

I just watched history. Can’t deny that. I’m angry at my father; angry at that Byronic idiot who stood me up. Just angry.

“Good night, daddy. Going to drive me to school tomorrow?” I finally say. He nods yes, says “good night, sweetie” and kisses my forehead before we go upstairs to our rooms.

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This is creative nonfiction.  According the NASA timeline Apollo 11 landed on July 20th and the moonwalk was on the early morning hours of July 21st. I used this as my guide.

According to the presidential library the moonwalk happened on my birthday and thus everything would have been pushed up two days.

I know this not to be true as I would have claimed all responsibility for “one small step for man…”

A Google search of other primary and secondary sources usually shows the landing to be on July 20th and the moonwalk in the early morning hours of July 21st.

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I screwed up the timeline as I totally forgot to factor in GMT (Greenwich Mean Time–more commonly known as London time) It’s four hours ahead of EDT (Eastern Daylight Time.) This is why no matter how great you are at editing and fact checking–you need an editor and fact checker for your own work and the only reason I don’t like blogging.

 

 

 

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Comments

  1. Karen @BakingInATornado says

    July 14, 2015 at 3:41 pm

    If you hadn’t told me that was fiction I never would have known. Interesting write a fictional piece married with factual events and tied to your birthday.

    • pia says

      July 15, 2015 at 6:23 am

      Creative nonfiction is a wonderful way to tell a story!

  2. Jocelyn says

    July 14, 2015 at 9:24 pm

    This is your best piece yet. Ever.

    And all memoir is, on some level, creative non-fiction. Even when we tell the story as accurately and earnestly as possible, it will never align with everyone else’s reality!

  3. pia says

    July 15, 2015 at 6:25 am

    No, never.
    I thought I knew who my roommates sophomore year were but more claimed roommateship. Then I realized there were two semesters and different roommates both semesters!

  4. Leanne@crestingthehill says

    July 15, 2015 at 6:43 am

    wow this brought back memories – I remember watching the moon landing on my teacher’s black and white TV – we were allowed to leave school and march down to her house and watch it there – funny how some events stick in your head (I think visiting a teacher’s house had more impact on me than the moonlanding!) ~ Leanne

    • pia says

      July 15, 2015 at 11:09 am

      Wow! Now you have me wondering about the dates. Found two different NASA ones.

      I can’t imagine going to a teacher’s house at all. That must have been great

  5. Lori Lavender Luz says

    July 15, 2015 at 7:31 am

    Your writing really captures the energy of that time period, as well as your own stage of life. I like how Noah eclipsed even the moon landing (a s it would have been for me). Well done!

    • pia says

      July 15, 2015 at 11:12 am

      Thanks Lori. I remember being sad, embarrassed, miserable, ashamed—and when I went back to school had the most wonderful time being lovesick. I made him pay—and feel even sicker over that.

  6. Kathy @ SMART Living 365.com says

    July 15, 2015 at 7:56 am

    Hi Pia! Yes, you definitely sucked me into this one! I was just a kid when the moon landing happened and raised by blue collar parents who weren’t that impressed so that surely wasn’t my experience….but being a love-sick 19 year old…oh yeah. ~Kathy

    • pia says

      July 15, 2015 at 11:15 am

      Thanks Kathy! The sad thing is I think I wallowed in and enjoyed being love-sick just a mite too much

  7. Haralee says

    July 15, 2015 at 8:02 am

    Wow you captured a 19 year old. That is my least favorite year for a girl including remembering myself.

    • pia says

      July 15, 2015 at 11:20 am

      Thanks Haralee! At 18-19 I had no idea what I was doing.

  8. 1010ParkPlace says

    July 15, 2015 at 8:40 am

    This was so identifiable for me. The time period, parents, finding ourselves. Really great. I’ve always liked to write memoir. Is that the same as creative nonfiction? Brenda

    • pia says

      July 15, 2015 at 11:26 am

      Thanks Brenda.
      We don’t usually remember things exactly as they happened. The best example is a picture hung on a wall in our parents house forever of us as children. Do we remember the event or do we remember the stories we told ourselves about the picture?
      Now there are studies that say we really remember our last memory of an event. That makes it even more layered and complex.
      Creative non-fiction allows room for all of the above. So yes it can be memoir or it can be an essay about something or someone. Calvin Trillin writes incredible essays about food that always include some memoir. What’s talking about food without a backstory?

  9. Laurie whitel says

    July 15, 2015 at 4:59 pm

    I remember the moonwalk vividly. My family was on vacation near Gatlinburg. We were staying in a hotel that had a stream running next to it. My siblings & I wanted to be outside playing in it, but my dad who worked on these missions wanted us to see history. It was almost dusk when he made us come in to see it.

    • pia says

      July 15, 2015 at 5:51 pm

      I remember this story. Yes I was excited when they walked outside but too busy being a newly minted 19 year old to show it!

  10. Tricia says

    July 15, 2015 at 5:37 pm

    I love the way you use the moonwalk to establish setting. I also love how the “character” is so irreverent about the whole thing.

  11. pia says

    July 15, 2015 at 5:53 pm

    Thanks.. I think I wanted an award for being the perfect hippie and hippies didn’t get excited by moonwalks or anything their parents were excited by. It was a law.

  12. Rena McDaniel says

    July 20, 2015 at 7:30 am

    What a great piece, I felt as if I were sitting there living it with you. My mom was pregnant with me during that walk. My dad always said it was fake “hippie” who didn’t know he was a hippie. I guess that’s were I get it from. I loved this Pia and a Happy, Happy Birthday to you!

    • pia says

      July 20, 2015 at 8:33 am

      Thanks Rena. It was fun to write. No it wasn’t. it took six weeks but politics and murders (not mine or anyone I knew personally) kept getting in the way

      You are a baby!!!!!!!!!

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