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Badge of Honor

November 21, 2016 By pia

“Liberal thug.”

Somebody who lives around here described me as one last summer. What about me is thuggish?

Before I get to that let me go into a bit of my background, and what brought me to being called “liberal thug.”

I haven’t felt completely comfortable protesting (kvetching or complaining, really).  I have thought my being Jewish in the South has made me feel like a permanent guest rather than a resident who has as much a right as anybody else to state my opinions.

I own a home, pay taxes, and contribute to the community in some small ways. All this should make me feel very comfortable and not scared to be me.

Eight years ago I left “the bubble” or the Upper West Side of Manhattan in search of a simpler life.  Prior to that, I lived right off Fifth Avenue on East 63d Street for many years. (Rent stabilized one room with kitchen apartment–paid very little for rent).

I loved New York but in order to live the life I wanted to live I needed to live somewhere that was both affordable and I could have my own outdoor space.

How did I end up in a small beach city where most people are Christian, and religion plays an increasingly large part in many people’s lives?

I usually say that I have friends here, and I do. They’re summer people, and the wife is Hispanic with multi-racial children. She loves it for the incredible beaches but found herself increasingly uncomfortable. I can’t say how many times her car has been pinged because of the Obama sticker. A few years ago her gorgeous granddaughter got out of the car and was immediately called names by a group of rednecks. Or maybe they were just white men having fun.

Skin color matters.

I usually say that we’re one nation and religion doesn’t matter. But having lived in the New York bubble all my life with a pit stop in Cambridge what did I know about America?

Religion matters.

I have made good conservative evangelical friends. But they’re the people who think outside the box, and even then we differ on big fundamentals such as abortion.

Every year as religion became more and more important I felt less and less comfortable. People went out of their way to make me feel included but when I go to a public event such as a 9/11 memorial and there are crosses I feel excluded. It’s hard for people to understand that.

It’s hard for people to understand that I consider myself as patriotic as they are but the American flag doesn’t give me goose-bumps; I wish almost any song but “The Star Spangled Banner” was the national anthem, and I support Colin Kaepernick’s refusal to salute. There I said it.

Sad because I was a kid who thought (so help me) “God Bless America” was one of the greatest songs ever; Yankee Doodle Dandy was my favorite childhood movie. I don’t know how many times I have seen it, but I still know parts of it by heart.

I was born to be a patriot. I think I am. But here where 9/11 is called “Patriots Day” patriotism is measured differently and I can’t get used to it.

People tell me that I’m not patriotic; that I can’t be a sensitive person, or love my country because I speak out loudly on Facebook. Where I come from that’s a mark of a patriot. Not speaking out on Facebook but speaking out, protesting.

Protesting matters.

My father was born in an apartment without a toilet. He began college with both basketball and math scholarships. As it was the Depression he had to go to school at night and work during the day. Eight years later he graduated and became a CPA. But he hated that title. We were instructed to call him an accountant.

The real point is that nobody helped him. He did it on his own. There was no secret society of Jews that gave him money, gave him college credits while he didn’t do any work. He worked very hard for both that degree and the five-part CPA test.

My father and I had many differences. He believed in the Viet Nam War; he loved Nixon and idolized Reagan. Still I loved and respected him. He loved that I cared so much about issues even if I disagreed with almost everything he said.

My family accomplished the American Dream and I want that opportunity for everyone. Skin color, ethnicity, religion–none of that should matter. We’re a diverse country, and we should be proud to be diverse.

Diversity matters.

We should be proud to come from different religions. I’m told that by putting political posts on Facebook I can’t see the beauty in life—what one has to do with the other I will never know. I’m told that I’m negative for putting the posts in. On the contrary, that’s positive. By wanting change I want my country to be better.

I’m told that I can’t be a sensitive person because I’m so “loud.” Again I don’t see what being sensitive has to do with wanting America to continue “giving” people health insurance, affordable housing and college, and so much more.

Why is it OK, even good for people to put in bible passages? Letters from ministers? Instructions on how to vote or sometimes not to vote given by a pastor?

What makes one religion superior to another? Numbers of Americans who belong to one religion? How can numbers mean anything when so many of my people, Jews, were killed and/or not let into this country? Why should every Muslim live in fear when so few should be feared?

So if people are going to call me a “liberal thug” and I will never understand where the “thug” came in, I will wear that title as a badge of honor.

We have only just begun to fight–verbally as most of us do believe in gun control.

Gun control matters.

 

 

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Comments

  1. Bonnie K. Aldinger says

    November 21, 2016 at 10:05 am

    Wow. Thug? Amazing.

    I’m actually glad to have you and a few other friends giving me these windows from outside of the NYC bubble. Please keep it up. Loved what you said about Mindy helping you on FB this morning!

    • pia says

      November 21, 2016 at 10:22 am

      Thanks. I didn’t want to rock the boat but…

  2. Lara Hoke says

    November 21, 2016 at 10:19 am

    Thank you for this post. Don’t get quiet! Your voice matters.

    • pia says

      November 21, 2016 at 1:10 pm

      Thanks Lara! Every voice matters

  3. Pam says

    November 21, 2016 at 10:21 am

    You can’t see me but I’m standing up applauding you right now. Beautifully said!

    • pia says

      November 21, 2016 at 11:20 am

      Thanks. Much appreciated

  4. Carol Santa Cruz says

    November 21, 2016 at 10:31 am

    Great post! But I am saddened that we live in a country where you have to be afraid to express your sanity. I’m disgusted by people who call your opinions “negative.” Even Mike Pence said to his daughter and her friends, as he entered the Broadway theater to a chorus of both boos and cheers, “This is what freedom looks like,” or words to that effect.

    • pia says

      November 21, 2016 at 10:51 am

      Exactly. The thing is I don’t discuss so much with many people here and that’s a shame. We’re all so scared

  5. b+ (Retire in Style Blog) says

    November 21, 2016 at 10:35 am

    Feeling as though we don’t belong is very hard. I often ask myself where people like you and I would belong…there does not seem to be any answer. You are very clear about where you stand and that, I think, is wonderful and strong. Above all I know you make statements based on educated reasoning. Don’t stop being you no matter where you live. And never expect people to change because not only will they not do that, they cannot do that. Strange but true.

    I ask myself very often how much I really need approval of other people and the answer always comes back “not much”. While I am not an island I am sturdy enough to stand the storm. In fact, it is when I become attached to another person that I can get hurt.

    I try to believe what Eleanor Roosevelt said: “You wouldn’t worry so much about what others think of you if you realized how seldom they do.” Oddly enough I take comfort from that.

    Thank you for writing this Pia. I liked it a lot. And, even though you didn’t say it, we all know “You Matter”.

    b+

    • pia says

      November 21, 2016 at 10:50 am

      Thanks Barbara so much and love both your thoughts and the Eleanor quote

  6. Barbara says

    November 21, 2016 at 11:15 am

    You couldn’t be a thug if you stayed up all night trying. You are a beautiful soul who loves and cares about our democracy. You should be commended for that. So many of us are wandering around with our souls crushed right now. Yet, we are coming together to support each other and save our country from hate and bigotry. Carry on with your thuggish ways! You’re doing a great service.
    xob

    • pia says

      November 21, 2016 at 11:21 am

      Thanks! I try

  7. Nathalie Hoke says

    November 21, 2016 at 11:20 am

    This is a wonderful post. You are not any kind of a “thug.” Keep on keepin’ on girl!

    BTW I was recently told that I was intolerant. I am intolerant but not on my own behalf. I am intolerant on behalf of others. I will not just close my ears and my mouth when I hear racist or homophonic, etc. speech.

    Pia, you are a fine, fine person. I wish I could hug you right now.

    • pia says

      November 21, 2016 at 11:22 am

      Thanks ! I’ve had months to get used to it!

  8. Rena McDaniel says

    November 21, 2016 at 12:37 pm

    Beautiful post Pia and you already know how much I love you! Your room is ready!

    • pia says

      November 21, 2016 at 1:16 pm

      Thanks Lara! Every voice matters

  9. Lucy petals says

    November 22, 2016 at 8:45 pm

    Protesting matters! pia You ARE. a liberal thug! ( I think of that word as a compliment! Not thug as in criminal but more to mean tough,bad ass!) love that title and YES U GO! U wear it as a badge of honor! We can never stop vocalizing our concerns! This outrageous nightmare,I fear, has just begun. We ALL have to continue to make friends aware of the injustices we witness,diversity DOES MATTER! We ALL matter and I know this bully does NOT value ALL Americans. I’m terrified. And now these white supremacists celebrating trumps victory??! Omg. Can we really all ignore what’s happening.?
    We NEED MORE THUGS like you!! Xox

    • pia says

      November 27, 2016 at 1:13 pm

      Thanks Lucy! But I just want to be on LI or someplace liberal! though no we can’t ignore what’s happening and it is terrifying!

  10. Jocelyn says

    November 22, 2016 at 11:04 pm

    Yes and yay! I am sitting here, staring at my keyboard, wanting to type more praise and thank you for this post, but I’m just so weary. So I’ll say thank you and hope you know how much I mean it.

  11. NICKI GARCIA says

    November 23, 2016 at 7:07 am

    Brava! I am sure there must be more closeted thugs like you out there. They need to speak up and be heard. You will have to continue to speak out on their behave. Be brave and carry on!

    • pia says

      November 27, 2016 at 1:10 pm

      There are. But I just want to have fun–you know…and write and at this stage in my life I never expected to be protesting–virtually half the time I leave my house!

  12. Lori Holden says

    January 9, 2017 at 7:51 pm

    You, a thug? That’s just someone who has a limited vocabulary.

    I was once called the leader of a lynch mob. I had to refer the person to what that actually means. Being called that was as gutting (at first) as it was ridiculous. If you’re feeling the same way, I’m sorry for that.

    Much to think about….

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